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Thursday, July 31, 2008

what the?

i really can't believed that i loved you before?

i rally can't believe

someone with this kind of sucky attitude..

lucky i left you

but now, i pity her

god will bless her then..

(although im not a christian, but that all i could hope for her)

really,

you sucks u know?

you are handsome

i cnt deny it

but you attitude suck

u know, you were my 1st love..

my 1st is such an unhappy one.

it was alright at first

but it worser off as time passes

each time i forget you

because i thought you will love me

each time i hoped so

but it never was

you cause a real damage to me do you know that

because of you

thinking very childishly

thought that some anger will make you love me

i decided to 'flirt' with my current boyfriend

in the end

i really fall in love with him.

which means

i injured my best friend who also love him

seriously,i hated you

maybe you had forgotten

i said this sentence before

in this class, i do not like anyone already.

after that sentence

you were quiet..

my heart hurts

do you know that

after that day

i decided to give up on you..

unfortuntaly

we went to the same sec 3

sec 4

in the same class

starting of sec 3

you are alright

but why is it that

when it came to sec 4

you changed again?

why is it that just becausei could not prononu well, you got to leave me at a side?

why s it so?!

in sec 1,2

i was fat

so all of you leave me a side

now sec 3,4

3 i was thin

but 4 i grew fat by a little bit

just like that

all of you had to leave me aside?!

WHY?!

i just wanna be friends with all of you

why is it that

just the little differences

all of you got to leave me aside?!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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the smile 0n my face
could hardly be real

* l0ve ish n0rt b0ut finding s0me0ne y0u cann live with__
budd findin s0meone y0u cant live with0ut.