wHy Am I hAvInG s0 mAnY Tr0uBlE...

Thursday, September 15, 2011

just feels lyk crying...

suddenly

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|10:16 PM|

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

sometimes i wonder..
was it me who asked too much?
why can't you do so?
why can't you do that?
why can't you come to sch, juz to accompany me, even though u have no sch?
why can't you just stay behind to wait for me.. but decided to go with your classmates/friends?
cos of you.. i could do so
but why not you?
was it bcome i wasn't that important
not so important that you can give up everything else for me
maybe it is really me who asked too much

or maybe.. you prefer me to be lyk e old times
which.. i dun even care if you comes or not
not to care at all

but.. come to think abt it..
you DID give up some outings for me..
soo, maybe its just that i can't get 100% of u..
cos u still wan to leave some times for ur own.
for ur own stuff...

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|1:34 PM|

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

going to korea in.. 9 days..

and.. i hope

this trip

will let me forget abt the happenings in sg

hope that it will let me forget

juz for 8 days

wait!

its not even a 8 full day

juz 7 days

i juz need a break

i believe

someone close to me

needs this break as well

frm all e behavior

i cn actually sense

that..

something is wrong
its juz that

i do not wan to admit to it

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|6:00 PM|

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

天长地久是属于别人的吧。

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:38 AM|

Saturday, February 20, 2010

dar, im not sure if you rmb this link

but if you do

and is reading this right now..

im really sorry

for all the troubles that i cause...

i noe tat you do not wan me to say sorry again

and you wanted me to be happy

and stop thinking abt these

but really sorry

cos i really feel ver sorry towards you

cos of me

even though you r angry

but then

you still hv to make me happy

im really touched

but this is also the reason y

i felt ver sorry towards you

pls pls pls

dun be angry

and pls dun dun-care abt me

i noe you wouldnt do that

but i fear that

all the "troubles" tat i cause

will eventually make you do that

i noe im being ver childish

and selfish

by all my request

because you didnt request anything frm me b4

but yet

i request so many things frm u

im sorry

i do not noe wat's wrong with me

and i noe

what's im talking now

are stuff that we hv been discussing always

and i noe what's im talking right now

are all crap

cos i also dunno what's im talking abt..

haha

lastly, i wanna say

pls...

dun leave me

i noe im selfish

but pls let me cond be selfish

and yea...

i love you.

from your regretful dear.

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|10:20 PM|

如果开口那只是我要来的温柔

im really tired

i feel lyk giving up

but yet

i dun feel lyk

i really do not want to quarrel...

if i say out

it is lyk im wanting it frm u

i do not wan that

i....

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:50 PM|

Friday, February 19, 2010

我真的不想说。。。

因为说了只会令你生气，让你伤心。

我不想说，因为没这个必要。。

虽然我很想知道，但，我不想你生气

我只好不说了。。。

i do not want to say

because its juz useless

its juz rubbish

juz myself once again

i do not wan this 6th mth day

to be a bad day...

cos afterall

its really nth....

dear diary...

wat i want is juz my dar writing a ♥ beside my name

in his blog's link

1 of his other friend

at least hv a =)

while i hv nth

im juz having the same emptiness as his other friends...

i do not want to say it out

as its really childish for me to be jealous abt that

its juz a little thing

i do not want to say

as if i say it out

its lyk ordering you to do so

and not wat's in ur heart....

written @ 190210

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|3:48 PM|